School? Anybody else think it just sucks up time?

I have been in school for twelve years now. I have learned a lot to tell the truth. Most of the stuff I learned I learned in Kindergarten through eight grade. High school I hardly learn anything new or challenging. It bothers me sometimes because I get super bored of the same thing every day. The HSPA is coming up next week so that's all we have been hearing about in school. Yes, so you have to pass the test to get out of the school system. That shouldn't be ot hard standardized tests, come on how many of them have we taken, one a year since second grade? Piece of cake. Then why does every teacher in school like to tell us they are so hard and we aren't going to pass if we don't study and work hard. I myself will review but I am not going to study and freak myself out. Okay, I can take this test, if my older brother and some of the idiots ahead of me in life can take and pass this test so can I. Ranting over. My advice on test, don't sweat it because it's not the end of the world, just do your best.

Spring is coming around the corner. Great that means that soccer training is going to start. I know I have complained about this a lot before on here but I really hate when I am forced to work out. I don't like it at all. I love playing soccer but having someone yelling at me because I have other things going on out of season I don't like that. Well I just found out that our evil assistant couch is doing soft ball and wouldn't be yelling at me. I like my other two coaches. They are nice and work with me to improve. This other just loves to make me feel like crap. I know I am not in the best physical shape and I am not the fastest or anything on the team and I want to be better but it doesn't help to make me feel like a fat cow that is worthless because I can't run without having to stop or that I am out of shape out of season. Sometime I really sucks having people look at you like that, it kind of really hurts, and I really don't like this coach because of that. Also I have to wait to find out what's going on with school in the spring. If I am not doing so good and not getting the grades I want or I ma to stressed out I am not going to put to much into soccer. School comes first, I want ot get into a good collage I want to do things that will get me there and soccer is not going to help as much as grades will.I need to stop ranting. More updates on how soccer goes. I promise to have a better out look on it as the year goes. I want to try harder to get back into shape and keep in shape but it's not always easy.

2009 is only just started and I just don't like the way it's going so far. I want to turn this year around, be more positive and try harder at things. I am ready for the summer to just freaking start. Then next fall I am a senior. It's hard to believe that I am going to be graduating next year. Ha then there will be no more soccer ranting and complaining because I only have one last season to go that's a good outlook. I really hate ranting like this all the time but thank you to everyone who listens to it. I promise to have more happy go lucky blogs soon. I just come here to get everything out most days.

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I have been gone from here for so long. I guess I have been so busy to blog. To tell the truth I have not been to into the Internet as much these days. It just seems so dull. Really I get bored with myspace, and facebook bothers me, computer games are getting to easy. I have plenty of Cd's so I don't need to computer for music. Plus I have been in a bit of a charmed slump. All I have been doing is watching Charmed and reading books about Charmed. And I guess it's all good. I love it but I have to balance my hobbies out. ha. I usually get obsessed with something and that's all I will watch then I switch to something else for a while then back and forth. It's how I work I guess. I am into to many different TV shows and hobbies. Gah. I use to pride myself on the fact I went two straight years without watching TV. Then when season four of Doctor Who came on Sci Fi I had my cable turned back on. Now I have it on all the time and I realized how much I missed Charmed,House, Crossing Jordan, and Gossip Girl.

I have to baby sit today, tomorrow and Tuesday so I am going to have money again. I also forgot what it was like to have more then five dollars to my name. I can't wait. I am going to try and not spend all this money right away. and on top of all that I am wearing on of my favorite shirts and my outfit is amazing in the most amazing dressed downess you can get. I am more of a jeans and tee shirt type of gal anyway. And for shoe I have on my purple chucks. They make me smile.

Okay now I am rambling. Ha. It's good to be back. Thank for listening to my rambling.